I didn't like how you always went for the boozer role, plus I intercepted a PM you meant to send to Stratos where you bragged about getting me in an alliance. So I pretty much fought against you the whole time until you convinced me to vote for someone (stevey?) who turned out innocent.
I suspected Toru from the start and could see Spak running things but I didn't act on any of it when I had the chance.
As for Silenced, I'm not sure how you can intercept a PM. I can't recall what the message you read may be. I could try checking through my PMs to see if I can find something of what it may have been but that was almost 3 years ago. Although why you would be upset about someone bragging about having an alliance with you is weird. You'd think you'd be proud that people want to ally and work with you and feel proud at being so revered by the other players that they can't wait to tell others when you deign to allow them to have an alliance with you.

I know during my heydays of Mafia games, I'd try and lot of things and that included sending out misinformation in private messages as tests to try and figure things out or see what might happen from it. Maybe it was me doing something like that or maybe it wasn't.
I do know stuff like that has probably made me permanently suspicious with a lot of players just like you. At this point, I don't try to dispel that too much. I've grown to accept and like it and feel it adds to the fun. Players are going to be watching me every game and I have no desire to tip my hand too much as to whether I'm innocent or not. I'd rather be a wildcard and have fun with the paranoia. I have been trying to make a greater effort to hold back and not take over the game though like in the past. Players have accused me of drowning out other voices and dictating the game making it the Khushrenada Show and I've definitely been guilty of that. It's worried me that it could lead to people being disinterested in playing and I know I'm not going to be right about everything so I try to contain myself from doing that too much and keep from smothering the game.
It's why I didn't sweat being voted out. In past games, I'd have fought tooth and nail to survive a vote. I never ever would want to go out by vote. This game, I posted my take on things and if it happened that I was saved, then it would happen but it would be up to the other players without my campaigning. I was busy anyways and I'm glad I was able to leave the game behind. Too often, I'd be on here sending and receiving all kinds of messages and the game would become my whole evenings for as long as I survived which is kind of exhausting. It's still a balance and Day 1, I was definitely in the game full force but I also hadn't played in almost a year so that may have had something to do with it.
In the end, I like you Silenced. You're a regular member of both Mafia and Safe Words. You also help in hosting games. You're a solid member of this interactive part of the community. If I offended you from that one Mafia game, I'm sorry about that. I always figured when you or I were sort of sniping at each other like in Safe Words or Day 1 of the last Mafia game, it was more of an Insanlord type thing in which we are just playing up personalities and forum reputations but maybe you were and have been more serious than I thought when making your comments. I have nothing against you which is why I've tried to work with you if I thought it was beneficial in any game. Even if I'll always be suspicious in your eyes, I would like to note that, even with stevey, him and I have been able to work together in games before and had success despite having a long and storied rivalry/history so I'm hopeful that could be the same with you. I'm always willing to work with players even when they are trying to eliminate me from the game or just aren't willing to trust me.