I have no idea what I will be doing New Year's Eve.
Ever since my grandmother died in 2005 we haven't felt the desire to gather with friends and family and have a party. 2006 was a great year, though, because I spent it playing Wii with S_B while we drank some wine and exploded a lot of things. 2007 was also a modest affair.
But 2008 looks to be the bleakest of them all. First, my uncle died last summer and he was one of the last members that actually threw parties, so even if they do throw a party it would be all bittersweet and depressing. Second, we didn't buy any fireworks or explosives this year so we won't be noisy this year.
Finally, my older sister is very angry with the family right now (long story short, she was being a bitch and we told her the truth), so the only ones left will be me, my mom, dad and nephew.
My only hope is trying to find people online and celebrate new year's in City Folk, but I doubt that's going to happen.
*Sigh
I've been in a downer because of this. I really love new year's eve and I really love spending it with friends and family and it looks like it won't be the case this year.