See, but that's the thing. You made a post after that pointing to your first post. If you didn't care, if you wanted out, you certainly wanted to see a reaction to your vote for yourself. You wanted everyone to see it. I don't see the reason why you wanted everyone to see it. That's the part that doesn't make any sense to me. If you really wanted out, I think you'd just wait three days and die. If you really wanted to make things interesting by voting for yourself, and also wanted out, I don't see why you'd point to yourself.
To me, it seems you wanted everyone to see and remember that you voted for yourself. You wanted to make it look like you did the typical "I'm a bored" townie move, but you messed up. You shouldn't have pointed back to yourself. When typical townies announce they want to lose, they want to die, they say it, then just stop playing. You didn't.
You go on, in day two, to post about Vudu, then to say I was wrong about Mr. Jack. Twice more, you posted, yet you wanted to die? You wanted out? Still makes no sense. Not to mention, when I learned about Mr. Jack, there were less than ten minutes left to vote. You replied in three minutes to my notification. For a player that doesn't want to play, that's a quick response time.
Now we move to today. Again, for a player that wanted to die, you're posting. I PM'd you last night. I asked you to spill the beans on who was responsible for GP's death. In the end, this is what you say:
1. the alliance won't be voting me out, i'm sure of it.
2. mafia won't be gunning for me unless they're fools
3. i didnt even know GP was playing 
if i can trust you, i'll get back to you
I can not understand a situation where the mafia would be fools for gunning down a member of the townie alliance. I can not understand a situation where a member of the townie alliance would not vote out someone who the mafia would be fools for killing. I can not figure out for the life of me how a townie could be so sure about both of those things. It makes no sense to me. The way you've played has made no sense to me.