I'm running late for work and I can't find my stupid asthma pump so I leave it behind thinking "oh i'll be fine."
2 hours into work my chest starts to tighten and the longer the day goes on the more I can't breathe. I can't leave early and I'm feeling light headed from lack of oxygen. Maybe i'm bein' melodramatic, or maybe i'm must bored, but i can see myself dying later.
I have a small room but I have so much crap in it, and sometimes I wonder what will happen to all of it when i do pass. I have my NES, SNES, N64, GC, WII and DSL with tons of games/controllers/cables each, then theres my 3 guitars, amp and accessories, my ipod and computer (no one would want that peice of garbage though) and a butt-load of cds (and a handfull of dvds). whats gonna happen to all of it? If it were up to my mother she'd give everything to our family in Ecuador but i don't like that idea at all. They dont have the energy for all my electronic stuff, nor the taste for my music collection. Some of the other stuff she'd pawn off for real cheap and the thought of that pisses me off. If you're gonna sell my "treasures" at least get your moneys worth.