PIAC, the thing is that I don't really feel required to act like it. I have learned over the years to keep it within. I have been forced to attend councelling often enough that I know that I must at least keep face around other people. Weirdness is ok, but downright insanity from the depths of my soul scares the crap out of people. That's when the councellors come in.
When I first came to these forums, I treaded the waters to get the general atmosphere of these forums. I found it to be unsuitable for acting like "myself", if such a person/thing exists. I found that most of the people here were unprepared for such a thing, and as a result, I am the person you all know. A couple of you have seen beyond my cloak, but I really don't think I have shown much of my deeper self here.
Now I don't mean to be preachy, but not many of you truly know who I am. I am not a spammer. I am not out for any sort of notoriety. I am just here to expel some of my less desired emotions and thoughts. It keeps me from slipping away.