I never understood the need to self-destruct.
simply leave. fade away. you will not be missed.
now if you do choose to come back, you won't be able to, unless you create YET ANOTHER ALTERNATE ACCOUNT like you did this time after you got banned last time.
you got better things to do, then go do them. No one is holding you here, nor are they hunting you down for responses to comments made here. Just simply go live your life, no need to knock over the magazine rack on the way out just hoping that someone will notice and possibly remember you past the 5 minutes the internet usually takes to move on and forget.