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« on: September 04, 2016, 11:41:44 PM »
Most of my frustrations with this game have nothing to do with you (I have no problem with you, by the way).
My issue is you could sum up my whole resume with "I knew about ___ but did nothing about it."
Consider this past game. I suspected Tofu and could have put pressure on him. Lucario voted for you and it struck me. I made the mistake of thinking he knew something and voted you out on a gamble. After Stogi played everyone last game I was suspicious of him trying to manipulate me, so when I heard you two were conversing together I developed some sort of conspiracy theory that you two were mafia. Of course that completely backfired and I lost energy to play, which killed Stogi. I could've rallied back and just accepted my mistake but I didn't. Possibly could've wrapped the game up faster rather than giving mafia free kills.
That Holiday mafia game, I suspected Spak and Glad0s, but I didn't do anything about it. Jurassic Park, knew thatguy was fishy but I was content to just waste my chances.
The holiday game in particular was just a natural clash between two people that post a lot. I try to be active in these games as much as I can, and in a game that rewarded that, I didn't like it when one person was getting their hands on it. I didn't trust that. The PM you sent sounded more like you bragged about playing me easily; you said you meant to send it to Stratos but by then I really couldn't trust you.
I've only won games on very bad performances. The first game I won all I did was annoy everyone about killing dasmos and I contributed little else and got played by apdude like a fiddle (though in my defense he's pretty damn good). I won MLP mafia after getting a lucky kill on the godfather and doing nothing else since. As much as I complain about always being town, I am shitty as mafia. I've been scum three times I think? Animal Crossing mafia I just gave up and I won the Doctor Who one on some bullshit game mechanic (to be expected in a pokepal game).
Most of the time I just think your sort of celebrity status here breeds distrust, and I'm never able to shrug it off. In retrospect, you were totally a town member last game and I should have seen that, but I let an overactive imagination lead to a bad choice. Whenever I'm down I can never get back up. It's upsetting sometimes.