Recent events in the funhouse, as well as a few conversations I have had with others have forced me to do some reflecting. I challenged another forum user to go back and read up some of the old posts on here just to get a feel for the history we have had. It was all mixed up in whatever Khushrenada was doing. Anyways during this quest I made the mistake of actually re-reading some of my previous posts from when I was new.
Guys I owe you all sincere and earnest apology I was a complete and total idiot. I had no idea I was that bad, I honestly thought I was goofing around just like what I figured everyone here was doing. It turns out that I was not a very friendly, considerate, or even coherent poster. Man my spelling was far from the worst thing you all had to sit through. To make it all worse I actually went on some long tangent about how lame you all were for correcting my mistakes because I thought it was all a personal attack. I made some enemies early on based simply on me misunderstanding what people were trying to say.
This is a sincere letter of apology to everyone I offended, pissed off, attacked, insulted or argued with over nothing important. I lost my temper one too many times and some of you have put up with me when I was at my worst. I am genuinely trying to be a better person both here and in real life too.
I am far from perfect but please know that I will do my best to be better. I will try to keep the crazy contained and will do my best to avoid active confrontations. I wish VUDU was still here man I think I treated him far worse than anyone else aside from Ty who I guess wasn't as bad as I had imagined he was.
Please from the bottom of my heart forgive me for being a complete idiot. I will try harder to be cool.
Those who did put up with me and try to help me out over the years thanks for being supportive, especially Uncle Bob, Khushrenada, and Kairon who continues to pretend like we don't exist around here.
Sincerely
Your Friend the rat.